Let me begin, by saying this vacation is paid for. I couldn’t ask for more, three months of work, and I already have a 5 day paid vacation. Secondly, I am on the deck, outside of my room, on my laptop, listening to the ocean. I seriously, could write a book right now; or at least, a short novel.

Next, words can not explain how beautiful this is right now. I’m thinking, something so beautiful yet so powerful and so indecisive as it can change from calming to terrifying in a split second or a heart skipping a beat — the ocean my friend, is amazing.

With that previous statement in mind, I can’t help but think about a few problems I presently have. I can’t state this how I want considering I truly don’t know how to say it. Sadly, yes, I know! I can’t put a thought into words which is tremendously politically incorrect; or something like that..for me. Girl, simply confuse the hell out of me. Yet, one girl that has completely swept me off my feet throws me against the wall at the same time. It is almost heart breaking yet I could never let go.

I don’t know what I’ll do as of yet. However, I’ve been on “vacation” for no longer than twelve hours and already have I received  a handful of numbers, a facebook friend request, two party invites and countless waves, hellos and winks. Yes, even winks, hold my mouth with me as I vomit yet smirk ridiculously.

I’m getting another beer to wash away these sad thoughts and enjoy the sounds of the waves crashing down; kind of reminds me how I feel at times, I’m just riding the wave in and going back out to try it again. I hope she can be the wave that never ends, or breaks.

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